Saturday, October 21, 2006
haha.. seems like we're always doing weird stuff tgt, even in ur dream! heheh.. u seriously get the weirdest dreams! haha.. maybe cos it's holy's lect so cannot b late!
I suppose if I really take up the scholarship I'll probably wanna work in that organisation for more than the years of the bond. Unless of course it's really not what I want to do. That's why I'm so afraid of choosing the wrong thing. But it seems that the only job that I choose and will have relevance to my degree will be research. But do I want to study forever & ever?
Wrt SAF, I didn't really think I would want it but strangely my father is encouraging me to go for it.. Seriously, he's the only parent that I've heard encouraging his daughter to go to the army. My sis thinks he's mad for suggesting it lah. N not say he was very pia during his army days. But he says that it offers some of the best terms and conditions. (which is true. I think parents are very pragmatic people.) OH.. n army officers retire at 45! can I still go backpacking then? heheH...
But i suppose that things have a way of working out in the end. So while hc might have not been what you expected, there's bound to be ups and downs. N there's a tendency for grass to look greener on the other side. Had u went to vj, u would probably have wondered what it would have been if u had gone to hc.. Sometimes I look back n wonder what would it have been like if i hadn't left sa, would i have been happier at a less stressful place. But ultimately, i'm here n i dun think i regret it. haha.. maybe coz my class is nicer (i hope none of ur classmates know this blog... :p)
True, we only get one chance in life. But to be afraid to make mistakes is a mistake itself. That's something that I have to keep reminding myself of, to not be afraid of changes, of the unknown.
They say "follow your heart" but what if you can't hear what ur heart is saying?
6:21 AM
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