Tuesday, October 17, 2006
haha i need to blog here more often! but the lures of the internet are slowly waning off. always does during mugging periods. especially when there's no funny shows to d/l or show and no cool games to play. [which isnt that a bad a thing, is it?]
cant believe youre interested in sms[women]! haha, i thought i was practicallly the only crazy person who seriously considered it. but found out that at least 3 others are considering it later on. haha imagining you in BMT makes me laugh. but i think if you really really do go for BMT, ill be super super jealous. haha ive always loved watching all those tv shows on army etc. well it seems pretty cool to be holding true to the notion of 'bao jia wei guo'. but how far can girls go in the army? i really dont know. but ultimately, after the studying and the bond, by the time you really want to venture out and do something associated with your degree, youll be in your early 30s? too late? dont know.
anyway, was talking to my dad, he is very willing to send me off to australia to study med if i dont make it to nus. but i keep thinking of having to endure 5 years in med, clinical years, housemanship etc [dont even talk about the studying yet], struggling with patients, discrimination and i get the chills. in the end, i cldnt really understand whether i want to get into med school to help other...or otherwise. i need to know whether i can handle dead and dying people, i guess. i need to know whether i can make decisions that decides life or death.
med school has been a personal dream since forever. but hwachong has been a personal dream since forever too. you get my drift? haha.
ohwell, rambles! mug hard you. hur..
7:19 AM
JQuah took a shot at 7:19 AM
