Wednesday, March 28, 2007
I wonder if anyone still reads this! Suddenly had the urge to blog today...
Received a phone call from foreign affairs today. n was totally stunned n unprepared. felt that i didn't handle it properly at all! I hope I haven't screwed it up before being shortlisted... =( damn.
The scholarship application has left me with lots of self doubts, questioning whether I'm good enough for one, whether I'll be happy with one, whether I'm doing the right thing... So many qns with no answers... :S
Sometimes, I feel like I have a split personality! I would like to believe that everything would turn out fine in the end, to believe in the goodness of the world, but I feel so cynical of it at the same time. But u're like that sometimes too right? The lovable child in you mixed with the cynical adult as well. how can such clashing personalities exist simultaneously?
Does destiny exist? but if it does, then does free will exist? Or is it an illusion of ours? If something is destinied to happen, then will what I do affect it or perhaps my actions are merely living out my destiny. Am i just creating excuses for my mistakes? I don't know anymore. I hate this indecisiveness in me. Show me a sign. Tell me what to do.
On a happier note, I went swimming today! took me mind off these troubling matters for a while! I miss swimming with you at HC pool... n I miss JC life on the whole...
This seems like such a sad post. Hope I can sort things out soon... :)
7:09 AM
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
YO.
i need to blog more. Xp
life's been okay. i miss drinking teh-c with you. drinking teh-c alone is not fun. now i know, its the company that matters, its the crap-talking over teh-c, the teh-c is just the background music.
7:32 PM
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
hey! today was fun! Whee! I love the balloon! XD more random dates k! :):)
6:22 AM
iyiem took a shot at 6:22 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Hey. Haven blogged for quite a while! must try n sustain this blog k!
Anw, 2nd day at work today. Kinda tired so i'll keep this entry short. Work is ok so far. Made quite a few errors but my boss was real nice about it. i think he's the nicest guy in the office. Everyone goes to him for help lah. haha. But the other pple seem quite unfriendly. Scary. Think there's some office politics but haven quite figured it out yet. Hope my workplace in the future won't be like that. :S
Anw, looking forward to our random saturday! wanna go for trng before that? but then again, campfire the night before.. dunno whether i can wake up! haha. tell me wat u think soon k! <3 :):)
6:29 AM
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Monday, January 01, 2007
Er.. !13th sounds fine! But it's also Jiang's bday ( I rmb!! She'll be so proud of me! haha..) Got no plans so far but dunno what we'll do for her! I'm more for Ubin cos i went to sentosa a couple of days ago. Unless the team is free, then we can all go Sentosa tgt! :) miss eelin n her loudness! XD
Oh.. Malaysia has super nice teh! Shud go there n drink! Yum yum! I was thinking of you while I drank my teh terik there! haha.
6:00 PM
iyiem took a shot at 6:00 PM
yoyoyo! gonna squeeze in a post before i go take my bath.
hey i realised that i miss you tons man. miss drinking teh with you. cant tell you how irritated im with my schedule.
will be gg back to cookieman from this wednesday to friday. saturday might be good for gg out but i think you have class chalet right? sunday is family day.
the 8th to the 12th, ill be doing relief teaching at scgs. so that week is out. so i guess the earliest date we cld have wld be on the 13th? how does that sound? hahaha.
sentosa first? or ubin first?
keep me updated on the thailand thing k, am really super interested in it. : )
meanwhile, you keep your chin up, enjoy the slacky life and keep in touch. :D
<3.
7:04 AM
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Sunday, December 31, 2006
Had a weird dream of you while taking my afternoon nap today! You were dressed in a gown n we were shopping for earrings for you. How weird n random... :S
3:13 AM
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Saturday, December 30, 2006
Hey! I haven been updating for quite a while too! Went to m'sia for a few days with my family! It's the new year tmr! n we haven carried out any of our random plans! :S Ubin soon? (I just went to sentosa yest!) :) hope to cya soon! I miss you! haha. :D
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